My fiance died... I.. I don't even know who I am anymore... I can't find me any where... Just random little bits of who I was... I don't... I can't... Someone help...
Blah blah blah. Nothing I say up here could ever update you guys on how things are, so how about I just tell you all I'm alive and we'll leave it at that? Deal.
I can't hear my heartbeat in the silent nights anymore.. You took it with you.. Maybe you'll return and give me back my heart.. Maybe you'll give me back you... I can only hope...
There we go. Enjoy. I'm going to blast my eardrums with music until my mind and soul calm the fuck down and stop feeling so lonely.. Love yous. <3